I'm not flawless..

Good evening people! Sorry haven been blogging like ever since i dont now when. Was being busy with my boy, games and work. Owell. I came back today.. You've guessed it. To rant like usual. I actually don't know where to start. hahah. Been too much of it. Before i rant, i wanan say PITCH PERFECT IS FUCKEN AWESOME! No joke! Those who haven watched it, please. DO! Omg, it just kinda inspired me to go out and sign up for a music class and starts singing with an ARCHEPELLA group! Okay, i dont know the spelling corretc anot. Seems.. Wrong? Yet correct. but whatever. It's like a group of people making music using their mouths. HAHAH. Quote stolen from the movie! :3 Here's their soundtrack. It's awesomeeeeee! -replays-

Not only that, i've also watching Step Up Revolution. It's.. alright i guess. The storyline for all seasons are like all the same!! LOL. Just that the dance were different. And tbh, all season's has got no story line. LOL. It just doesn't link. :/
Okay so onto ranting.. I just wanna say me and my boy has got the same period of time that we're having pms. yesterday got to meet him when he was having his night's out. Cos i just accidently got pek cek cos i know he doesn't like to wait alone. But i also can't really do anything. I was on the bus. And it's ona freaking long highway with traffic jam cos of peak hours. And, i know he's angry but he just doesn't wanna say it. But from his face, i've already known. but owell. then again, just now i was talking to him on the phone. I really couldn't hear him, was because he was mumbling then i asked him to repeat for quite a few times. Then he got angry.. But i don't mean to keep asking him to repeat. It's cos i really couldn't hear. Then i guess he thought i was busy playing my game so i wasn't paying attention to him. Sigh. Owell,bet he's sleeping now. To him, his solution > SLEEPING SOLVES EVERYTHING. How i wished it worked for me.. I just can't pretend like nothing happened and went to sleep. If i really did, i guess he just means nothing to me. Well, maybe i am nothing to him..
Not good enough.
Not pretty enough.
not skinny enough.
Not understanding enough.
Doesn't love him enough.
So many flaws.. How? I wonder.. Ha.. The other day he was talking to his friends, talking about how much his ex actually changed. Like how pretty she is now. Well, you've noticed her.. Just so easily. You just said, "it was on the fb news feed what." Win le. That sentence beat me. KO. he doesn't have any freaking idea how much i try, i have done to make him notice me.. And yet, that girl turned pretty made him noticed her so easily.. How i wished it was that easy for me to make him realise and know i exist.. Sigh, maybe it could be just that it's me. not good enough. :')