What if one day, i cease to be your only one?

Hey people.
Well kinda woke up with swollen eyes & puffy ones. Was kinda painful.
Hated this.
Ranted all out to Kasper & Joleen. Thanks for listening. <3. It really meant alot to me. For someone to be there, not thinking that whatever i have said to be nonsense. Really thanks.

Omg. So long le! I look.. DUMB.
While talking to Kasper. I kinda realised thing. Opened my eyes wider. It feels like, there's something wrong. But i wanna hold onto it. I don't know if it makes sense. But, he told me: " XueYi, our heart is only this small, to keep everything to yourself. Sometimes you just have to say things out. " I understand what he meant. Plus, i feel that. It seems like he's the only guy who will ever really listens to me calmly & look at the situation first before saying anything at all. No offense, but i think only 5-10% of the guys would actually be like that. Come to think of it, Kasper's like the only guy whom i find him nice. Easy to talk to & trustworthy to spill almost everything. It's not the first time i ever complain to him, rant & screamed or even cried while talking to him. He's able to understand & put himself in my shoes and look around. & for that. I really thank him for being my friend. I'm really glad. :) & thanks for being there for me.

♥, MY MISS! :B
& also Joleen. She's the awesome of the awesome uh! :B
Always trying to make me laugh. giossiping together never gets tiring & boring at all. It's just so awesome to have her uh.♥
Even though i've like only met her less than 3 or even 10 years. It seemed like i've met her or known her for like, AGES. Serious shit.
& After yesterday night. I found she's the best uh.
No matter what happens, or rather whenever i fail, i breakdown, i cry, i shout, i'm afraid, agitated, She would be there, for me.
Be it, listening, making me laugh, siding me, siding him. She's still the best. Because at least she stood in both of the shoes before making judgments.
She's much more fairer. Awesome ttm uh her. ♥

& also. Thanks boy for the breakfast.
Sorry for making all the quarrels so nonsensical. All without reasons. Sorry about that.
Maybe someday having conflicts with myself would be better than quarreling with you.

Sometimes i wonder if you'd ever place yourself in my shoes when i'm trying to place myself in yours now. But, maybe i'm just selfish.